Everybody seems to be in a lot of shit holes this few days. And it sucks even more when you don't know how to help. It's like, they look at you with every hope and wish that somehow, with a magic or two, you'll make it all better for them. One way or another. But only you know better than that. You know that you can't do it. You know that you can't make things better. You know that there's no magic up your sleeves. And you know that yet, you want to be able to do it, you want to make things better, you want to have that magic. But all you can say is, "Cheer up. Things will be better soon. Tomorrow will be a better day." Though inside, you're also doubting.
It's amazing how people can hide their emotions so well. Pretty smiles on their faces yet sadness overwhelms them inside. Sometimes you don't know what they are really feeling. And for me, it sucks. Cause now I know that I've not been there through everything. And I hate the feeling. Promises of protecting you from pain. All gone. And the worst part is, I didn't even know I broke them.
When there's no one beside you
when your soul embarks,
I'll follow you into the dark.