Have you ever thought that life could be a fairytale? Like maybe after watching a show about how relationships actually bloom from small little things and suddenly get so inspired somehow? And maybe, possibly, you think you can make that happen in your life too? Hm, my advice. Don't hope on it too much. For that fact, life isn't / ain't going to be / never is / never was / never will be a fairytale. It's called LIFE for a reason.

& I have no idea why I just said that whole paragraph. It's probably side effects of the fasting month or something.

She doesn't want to look at her past.

School is probably the best place. No matter how many people denies that. But the truth is that we all love school. Sure we hate the studying part of school. But it always feel great to be around your friends. Who have seen you at your worse and your best. They somehow have this aura of making you feel appreciated, important. Yeap, I love school.

I don't know what I'm feeling. Maybe I'm beginning to take time to apreciate the things around me. Friends, family etc. Nah, I'm not sad nor emotional. Just.. thinking. Maybe there's a whole other me I've never really discovered. Somehow.

& I don't know what I'm talking about.
I swear.

SOME SEARCH, NEVER FINDING A WAY
BEFORE LONG, THEY WASTE AWAY
I FOUND YOU,
SOMETHING TOLD ME TO STAY,
I GAVE IN, TO SELFISH WAYS
AND HOW I MISS SOMEONE TO HOLD
WHEN HOPE BEGINS TO FADE.

Labels: Mixed feelings