Everybody feels alone sometimes.
It hurts to feel alone doesn't it?
At one point of a person's life, everybody will find somebody.
"I'll stay by your side forever, buddy."
That's what they always say, ey?
I know you won't leave me. You said you won't trade me for anything in the world. I know, I believe you. But I don't know. At times, it feels like those are just words. & words don't mean much at times. When I ask, it's always her. "Who are you msging?" Her. "Who're you trying to msg?" Her. "Who msged?" Her. "Why didn't you answer my call?" Oh, she called. It hurts you know that? This has been happening for like what? MONTHS AND MONTHS. And I still don't fucking understand how you msging her is suppose to help her get over you. When people fucking talk to each other, they fucking get closer and it's even harder to let go then. I don't know what's your fucking problem. And when I keep quiet, all you would say is, "I love you." Like that fucking three words will actually not get me hurt again and again. I tell myself, "Hey, get over it. Don't fret it, come on. They're just friends. You're just jealous. Stop it." And so I did. I stopped. I don't want this to long for a period of time. But then it happen again. Sigh.
& hello. You're getting closer to M. It's not as though I feel left out or anything. But.. I don't know. Sigh. Nevermind.
Today have been fine. Yeap.
